around this time of every year,
i wld be feeling like this.
i really hate it when i always try so hard to make sure i'd feel happy on ____.
i dont get why i hv to do all these anyw.
maybe its just a part of the growing up process.
such tht thgs aren't so simple anymore whereby one will feel genuinely happy with a mere lollipop on hand.
or maybe its just some random moodswing tht im hving now.
but i always wonder who will actually rmb __ ____?
PLUS THERE'S STILL THE STUPID PROM TO PREPARE FOR.
till now, i dont feel the 'high-ness' for it. & neither hv i gotten anythg ready to attend the dinner.
no dress, no shoes, no clutch, no nthg.
i said if i still cant find a dress tht im happy with, im nt gg to prom. i will forfeit the money we've paid for the dinner. then che said she's gg to take a knife to kill me. lol. thankyou woman. :)
so much so for life aft A's!
im quite certain i'd feel so much happier aft prom??
POSITIVE:
im gg for a haircut on monday! hahaha. i think im gg to have a small change in hairstyle. looking forward to a new change! :D
okay, its becasue of the stupid prom tht i cant change my hairstyle too much. zzz. in case i cant get it done for prom if i cut my hair too short or whtever la.
prom = sian. . .....